has been thinking alot lately, which is good(heheh) as i'm not someone who will think alot.
problems after problems, issues after issues, planning after planning.. all of these requires me to use alot of brain cells, to think and analyse even much more.
i wont deny that i did feel really tired initially and there are times when i really told myself: aiya! dont plan already luh! times that i will rant everything to God etc. hahaha! but thank God, that He's able to take all my nonsense and stuffs :D

and amen!
God's just so so so so coool~
He spoke to me that it all starts with the mind. if i do planning with a lousy attitude, of course the plans that's produced will be lousy. but if i do planning with excitement and with a joyful heart, the plans that's produced will be good, and i would want to continue planning and planning.

for me, the reason why i dont like planning is because im lazy to think deep and analyse. :P
but yesyes, im trying my best to grow in this area as well!
i wanna think much more, analyse much more and plan even much more.

and i think jeremiah's way of planning really inspired me alot in the clc course.
after looking at the way he plans things for his people in the long term diligently, besides that it encouraged me to plan even more and in the long term basis for my people, it clearly shows me how lazy i am!
asking me to plan weeks ahead is like killing me, whats more, he planned months ahead!
(shirley! its time for you to step out of your comfort zone huh!~)

but yesyes, really thank Him for His reminder!
nowadays im beginning to plan things with a much more joyful heart, and now i dont dislike planning as much as i dislike it in the past, but rather, im beginning to like it :D



you will overcome, im trusting God that you will