oooh! really wanna thank God for alot of things for the past few weekd and days :)
think God's really moulding me stronger.
God is really trying to increase my problem solving skills. i remember making a prayer, asking God to increase it like months ago. and indeed, God answered my prayer! :D

i wanted to give up when i encountered problems. i couldn't perservere on. its really hard for me. i'm never good at solving problems. i felt that satan was really eating me up bit by bit. during this period of time i was like condemning myself. telling myself others could have done a better job than me. all these thoughts came to my mind and i just couldn't make it go away. i allowed my emotions to take over. i don't know how to go on. however, i think God's really really amazing. He sent people to speak into my life, to encourage me, to help me see the bigger picture whenever i'm downcasted. i'm really thankful to Him and to the people He sent, really!

i know im going to overcome this with God.
someone once told me, its not about whether you can or not, if God wants to use you, He knows you can. so by saying you can't when God wants to use you, you're doubting Him.

God, i'm not going to doubt you anymore!

and also, a very big SORRY to those who're being affected by me!
for the past few days i'm like kinda emotional. but really thank God for your presence and all your encouragements. it never fails to build me up!

i'm gonna live my past behind and continue straining forward, to magnify Jesus and not the problems! :)




God is awesome!