I've found the time to blog finally!!

Just got back from lest's hse :D
Went to stay over at her house ytd as i forgot to bring keys, haha!
Thank God for her! and for her super comfy bed too!

Suppose to go for work at 11pm ytd but decided to no show as we ended our outing around 11pm
I think i'll be changing my timing for work soon, from night to morning shifts.
This can also train me to wake up early and also fix back my bio clock :D
I got this idea from gock, thankyou! you're smart ( she wanted me to say it ) hehehe!

Had our farewell outing at 7pm at esplanade roof terrace :D
The scenery there is indeed nice, its good to have shepherding and cg there as its peaceful also.
Shared our thoughts about moving on to new group, did some affirmations etc :D
Though farewell really makes us sad and we really cant bear to part, but yes! This is only a temporal parting, we'll see each other at.. .. the end of the race!
And we all believed that God has the bestest plan for us, and He will definitely grow us as we move on to our new cg :D Amen!

To ahbe : your concern which goes down deep into others' lives is something to affirm!
To dennischua : thanks for ur encouragement!
To geck : thanks for ur generosity!
To joseph : ur blog posts really inspired me alot, cont to blog more ok? hahaha.
To lestari : ur gentleness really makes me go wow~ hahaha.
To mag : thanks for ur initiativeness!
To newell : thanks for ur wisdom, on how you see and deal with things!
To pris : thanks for ur loving corrections and advices!
To shuhfen : thanks for the curiosity & care that you have for others' lives!

and of course, they're more than the above! :D
If i were to elaborate, it'll take me donkey years!

Remember the first time when i first stepped in Engit4, the feeling was kinda weird.
Cos i've just left youth and have to move on to tertiary with them when i don't really know them well.
I kept thinking, will we bond? can we really connect to each other?

But all those outings, karaoke camp lunches dinners movies overnight etc, really bonded us so closely until it seems like there's no secrets & we can really say anything openly in this cg :D
Though the time that we've spent was not very long, it seems like as if we had already spent yrs tgt already, hahahaha!
Sometimes people who've known each other for 3yrs may not be as close as people who've known each other for 3months :D hahahaha.

To sum it all, you guys are really my ohana!

Service on sat was on [ What God is Like] by speaker Michael :D
hahahahaha.

The Lord is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love.

God is LOVE!
Though He hates all sins, He loves all sinners!
He really loves you and Jesus is the evidence :D

Went to have durians at geylang area at around almost 12am :D
thus we went to dennischua's house to stayover, hahaha!

We really had a great time, though we're just chatting and sharing lives throughout :D
We can really just sit there and chat for hours from 12am plus to morning, wow!
hahahahaha.
Were talking about lots of stuffs, from end times to testimonies to jokes etc etc :D
End times really allow us to see the urgency to reach out to not only our family but also friends and the lost souls outside.

I rmbr pq once told us, ' i really don't want to see you asking me why didn't i try my best bringing you to church and to His love during the day after we die, when we might be separated for eternity!'

I believed we don't want to see this scene happening with our loved ones.
We'll never know what will happen tmr, so we should grab every opportunity that God gives to share Christ, share His love, to our loved ones.

I really think i need courage.
I tend to 'deny' God in front of my parents.
They once asked me,' are you still going to church?'
I answered no immediately.
i'm sorry!

I lied to my parents sometimes saying that i'm going to work when actually i'm going for services.
But i know no matter what lies are they, white purple or bue, they're all lies.

God, i really need courage and your wisdom on how to slowly open up to my parents.
Though i may not be able to tell them straight that i'm a christian, but i pray that my sis and i can be the salt and light at home, so that my parents can see the change in us, see how You've transform our lives.

I also pray that our loved ones' hearts will be touched and stirred by You.
We know You can touch and melt even the coldest heart ever, as nothing is impossible with You!
Amen! :D

Really enjoyed the time with them!
I'm really suprised that i didn't fall asleep throughout though, hahaha!

Went for breakfast at kallang MAGdonalds :D
I think its really cool and amazing at how we can still chat non-stop after long long hours of chatting earlier on!

I wanna shout a big THANKYOU to God for this caregroup! :D

hahahahah!


All that i seek is to follow You