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Was awaken by my mom this morning.
she asked me why are there Christian-related books in my bag.
She was looking smth in my bag thus she saw it.
I didnt really ans her cos I was so sleepy and it was around 6plus.

My dad called home in the afternoon saying he has got smth to say to me.
He told me to stay at home first until he got back.
I knew he was going to ask me the same thing my mom asked me.
I was so confused and afraid :(
There are only 2choices for me to make.
First, to tell them the truth.
Second, to deny and continue to hide it for the time being.
Called Pq and she told me that this may be the opportunity that God's giving me to tell my parents the truth. She encouraged me to tell them the truth and I'm really thankful for that! Thanks daphne :D
So, I decided to make the first choice :)
Thanks Prissy also for encouraging me!

When my dad got home, he told me to sit beside him.
What came to my mind were 2things.
Its either he wants to have a personal and nice chat with me or he finds it easier to beat me. hahaha :)
My dad didnt really specifically go into Christianity, he just told me not to go anymore.
He said it's ok to go 1/2 times but not everytime.
My parents dont want me to be a Christian cos they do not know we can make a choice.
They thought if we're born to be a buddhist, we must be one for the rest of our lives.
My dad's a devoted buddhist, thus cos of my dad, my mom's quite devoted too.
I wanted to share my testimony but my dad's thinking was, if i argued with him, I'm being rebellious.
Tears kept running down my cheeks, though he didnt beat me this time.
I dont know whats the reason I cried, I think its mixed feelings.

I rmbr when i was in sec3, I converted and my parents found my bible etc, when I was sleeping.
And it was my sis who told them it was in my bag.
To think about it, it was quite funny and wow!
Cos my sis's now a Christian :D Thank God!
She told me she regretted telling our parents. haha :)
My dad woke me up from my dreams & started questioning me, w/o letting me know that he knew everything.
I denied and he was reeeaally angry.
He told me to explain if I'm not a Christian, then why are there bible and sermon books n my bag. I was speechless.
He caned and grounded me.
And cos I didnt stand firm at that time, I began to fall away from God.

This time, my dad didnt cane or scold me, but he firmly said to me to stop going services etc.
But I know I'll find ways to, and i trust that my dad will allow one day :)
I want them to see the wonders and changes that God can do in me and my sister's lives.
I believe one day we, as the Kam family, will come and serve God together! :D
Nothing is impossible with God!
Amen :)

That is why I am suffering as I am. Yet I am not ashamed, because I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him for that day.

In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted.

:D